I have no idea

This blog is stupid. I never say anything truly real or honest... or if I do it's all hidden behind stupid humor.
I'm not sure why I write. Maybe so I can reassure myself that I'm funny... but then I'm really not doing that because I have no idea if other people think it's funny. They probably don't. I'm probably wrong.

Here's some real honesty for you.
I'm sick of this life.
I feel ugly and stupid most of the time.
If I ever seem to know what's going on or where my life is going, I'm faking it.

I have no idea.