The Search

Looking for bravery.
I can't remember where I put it.
I'm generally a big wuss lately.
I am not happy about this.

I feel like I tried too hard to be brave and honest and real before, and it always seemed to turn out that I was just saying the wrong things at the wrong times and consequently always felt like an idiot.

Naive.

I just need to start trying again... that way, I can say "at least I tried..." as opposed to not trying and then wondering if my life would have changed if I'd tried.

Once again... cryptic.
I like the word 'cryptic.'